Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
YAI!!!!!!!
The epilogue!!!

Since this is the final update of Broken Toy, the “author’s notes” will be longer than usual. In order not to inflate your flist page, the notes are under a tag:
( Author’s notes/Acknowledgements  )


( Broken Toy - Epilogue )

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Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
Thank you, ravenqueen55. You know what your help means to me, my friend, I already told you, but it can’t be said often enough! *hugs you* I would have been lost without you.

Here it is: The last chapter of Broken Toy. I still can’t believe that I finally managed to end the story, *g* There will be an epilogue, and it is necessary, because the story ends with Draco-- but, read for yourself. The epilogue is already finished, btw. I’ll post it as soon as a special lady has approved of it.

Enjoy.

( Broken Toy - Chapter Thirty-Three )

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Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
All my love to the awesome, incredible ravenqueen55 for the marvellous beta-work! *hugs you* You sent the chap back so fast and I was so slow posting it. The whole last week was just simple torture to know the chap is there ready to be posted, and I didn’t have a chance to be online. Grr!

RL hasn’t been nice to me the last weeks, so it did take long to finish chapter 32. Sorry about that. Plus “the muse” left me - it didn’t seem to turn out right, and I had to rewrite it often.
It was supposed to be the last chapter, but since it grew longer and longer, I divided it into two parts. I’m happy to state that chap 33 is already drafted - it needs some rewriting (maybe a lot, as I know myself by now, *g*), but on the whole, it’s finished, too. That’s why I know the story will end soon - unless the epilogue will take me longer than expected

I hope you’ll like it.
Enjoy.

( Broken Toy - Chapter Thirty-Two )
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( Just to let you know I’m still here… *g* )

Right now the weather is crazy around here: All through the winter we didn’t saw a single snowflake, and with beginning of March the daffodils and hyacinths started to bloom. The weather seemed warm enough for the frogs to leave their shelter and take their place at the shore of the nearby tiny lake. They were ready, oh, yes, they were all too ready, I could see that *smirks*.

On Easter Monday the weather turned and we had so much snow we actually had a snowball fight. We had much fun, especially when I threw a few balls for Toby, our dog. He is always so disgusted when he tries to capture one of the snowballs and it dissolves into nothingness when he bites it. *g*

The snow soon melted away, and today I could actually take a sunbath with only a T-Shirt on.
I was in high spirits (it’s always sooo good to have a few rays of sun after weeks of grey clouds in the sky) and went for my daily stroll with Toby. And what I saw made me gasp!

( The awakening of spring: Birdie Porn )

Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
First of all, as always, my special thanks to the lovely, awesome, incredible ravenqueen55 for the beta-work! *hugs you* It was a wonderful surprise to get chap 31 back tonight. But what’s more, you prevented me to mess it all up… Thank you for making me rewrite that certain scene. I’ve had time enough the last two weeks to think it over, lol, and I’m sure now that you were absolutely right. *hugs you again*

I left you - again - with a cliffhanger… I’m sorry about that, but ever since I once started to finish a chap with one, I simply can’t end them any other way, *g* It became an addiction, sorry…
To make up, with chap 31 you’ll get a long one. And if you liked accompany Draco’s thoughts, fears and insecurities so far, I just hope you will like the next chapter as well.

Enjoy.

And, yes. This time I’m sure. *g* There will be one more chapter, and an epilogue.

( Broken Toy - Chapter Thirty-One  )

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It really has come true! I got my surgery two weeks ago…
Since the details are quite unsavoury, I will better hide them, *giggles*
( Click if you have the nerve )

Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
At first, of course, special thanks for awesome ravenqueen55! Special this time because you betaed although you weren’t feeling well at all last week. I never expected the chapter back today, so feel *hugged tight*. -- No,better *hugged gently*!

Another thank you for lemonade8. You asked a harmless question -- what made the twins the way they are now? And gave me ideas… The result is the Last League, and I hope you are happy with it!

I had some difficulties with chapter 30. Lately I’m stressing myself to finish the fic. Yes. I’m getting hysterical at my old age, *snickers* I wanted to put in as much as I could into the chapter. I almost decided to write a very long chap, when I came to a natural end. *g* You will like it. It’s, I’m afraid, one of my fav forms of ending a chap…

Enjoy.

( Broken Toy - Chapter Thirty  )

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I’m a bit indecisive… I need an advice!
Chapter 30 of BT is half finished. It’s already about 8 pages in Word. Without doubt I have to add another 8 pages… BUT! If I’m realistic, and as a Taurus I just can’t help being realistic, the next half will take me at least two weeks (remember, I’ve only time on the weekends to write). Maybe more, because it’s going to be pretty emotional *winks* So maybe it will even take a longer time, because I know the next part will be difficult.

What am I to do? Shall I divide the chapter and post what I have? Or shall I continue until the chap’s finished?

I would very much appreciate your advice!

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Happy Valentine's Day, my dears! I hope you had a wonderful day with one or two prezzies or some well meant kissies...

***Smoochies***

( Not that anybody knew I was missing, hehe… )

Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
Thank you, my dear and awesome friend ravenqueen55 for your wonderful help. You know how much it means to me. *hugs*

Since the last update did take quite some time, I surprise you with a fast one this time (fast for my pace, that is *g*)! I’m sure a few more questions will be answered. Some of you have already guessed one thing or the other. And let me tell you - it took me HOURS to work out that *blasted* anagram… -- Ah, and before I forget, for all those of you with an affinity for revenge… you will hear what became of some certain -- but read for yourself, *winks*

Enjoy.

PS: And yes. It’s quite embarrassing to contradict myself, but right now I’m not so sure I can finish the fic in just one more chap… I’ll try, but… hmm

( Broken Toy - Chapter Twenty-Nine )

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Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
At first, a huge thank you to the amazing, lovely, awesome ravenqueen55 for the fantastic beta-work. *huggies & kissies* Again I learned a lot -- I just hope I can keep it in my head at my old age, *g*.

Sorry it took so long to update. But with Christmas and holidays and a few pics I had (and wanted) to paint, there wasn’t much time left for BT. But be sure I’m already right in the middle of the next chapter - it’s tricky, I wanted to put everything that’s left in, but now I wonder if I can manage (I babble too much, heh). So, expect one or two more chapters and -- definitely -- an epilogue.

But now enjoy the next chapter. It’s time for answers! Not all questions will be answered, but one or two important ones. Ah, btw, if there are any questions left after chap 28, please feel free to ask. Your questions will help me; lately I’m a bit nervous that I might forget to explain one thing or the other!

Enjoy.

( Broken Toy - Chapter Twenty-Eight )

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I love a new year. Everything will be better, right?
( Well… )

Happy 2008, dear flist!


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( wishes... )

OK, now, ravenqueen55, here you go! Now I’m glad I’m late for Christmas… this pic doesn’t seem appropriate as a Christmas present *smirks*. So just take it as a simple present – I hope you’ll enjoy it!

( Steamy Shower )

Here’s a pic I promised as a Christmas gift. It’s not the one I actually promised, I messed that one up (grr). But somehow I’ve got the feeling you’ll like it, sirenprincess. At least I hope so. *gnaws fingernails*

Yes, I’m late with posting. I would have made it in time if it hadn’t been for the bad cough I got just right before Christmas. It started punctually last Sunday, didn’t let me sleep a night since then and kept me from finishing another Christmas pic I had in mind (you heard that, ravenqueen55?). Plus I wanted to post on Christmas, yesterday to be exact. But instead of visiting my mum and relaxing afterwards in front of the computer the only thing I was capable of was watching sob stuff on televion, wrapped up in some blankets, crying my eyes and coughing my lungs out. Grr. Merry Christmas. *sniff*

But enjoy my latest H/D-pic. Beware! It’s romantic…
( Softly sleeping )

It’s almost unbelievable, but I’ve got another weakness besides HP: Santa Clauses. I’m collecting them since decades… but they have to have big bellies and a red robe.
Each year I get a new one (or two, or three). This year it took me about an hour to get them out of their boxes and to set them up in the living room book shelf (good bye, books).

( Santa Claus collection - picspam )

There’s something else I’VE GOT TO TELL!!!
SQUEEEEEE! I’m still excited!
I got a Christmas present today. *dances* Yes. A special present. For me. ME!!!
A FIC!!!!!!!!!!!
sirenprincess wrote a fic, just for me, for Christmas. I still can’t believe it that you did it. Just for me!!! H/D of course! It’s h/c, and, no, I won’t tell, just read for yourself: The truth about love
Thank you again, sirenprincess, I'm still smiling!

ETA: *slaps head* How could I forget to thank you for your sweet Christmas Card and the gift, sirenprincess? Harry looks absolutely awesome. Gives me ideas for a pic! He!

Happy birthday, lovely sirenprincess

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I hope you are having a wonderful day!
Speaking of wonderful days... I got your card yesterday.

SQUEEEEEEEEEE!
*hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs* *hugs*

Title: Broken Toy
Author: eyesemerald
Pairing(s): Harry/Draco
Disclaimer: This story is based on characters/created/owned by JK Rowling. Wish they were mine. No money is being made and no copyright or trademark infringement is intended.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the war Harry’s not the same as he used to be. He has chosen the life of a reclusive, although still famous, highly respected in the Wizarding world and honoured by the Ministry. His well-ordered life will be shaken by a reunion. Life will never be the same as before…
Category(s): m/m partnership, angst, wip, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, AU
Warnings: angst, violence, abuse, hurt/comfort, simply NC17…
Author Notes:
This chapter was again edited by the amazing, lovely, awesome ravenqueen55. She didn’t make me blush this time, but shoved my nose on innumerable mistakes nonetheless. I’m proud that you spend your valuable time on this fic, dear friend, and I can’t stop thanking you for that! (A *hug* is not sufficient enough!)

Hm, chap 26 left you with a cliffie (what else?, hehe), and now it’s getting near the end. Oh, yes. The next chapters will hopefully answer all open questions (plus will include a special event you might be waiting for, hehe. But if that happens, remember that nothing in this fic happens as can be expected (*smirks*). At least I hope so…
I think there will be just two more chapters, and (maybe) a short epilogue. That is what was planned. I hope the two guys will act accordingly (sometimes I wonder about having them under my control, *g*). Talking about plans – I really believed I would finish the fic this year, but now I know, realistic as I have to be, I won’t manage. Sorry. I really am sorry. Too much RL interfering… *grumbles*

Enjoy the next chapter. I hope you'll like it as much as I did...

( Broken Toy - Chapter Twenty-Seven )

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